Well,it is hard to know where to begin or what to say. My heart is breaking for your family. You are all in my daily thoughts and prayers.I want to share a beautiful moment on my way to Carpinteria a couple of nights ago.It was sunset and the ocean was calm and beautiful. I spoke out to Sean and felt a peace come over me. There will never be a time that I look out at the ocean and won't think of him or the happy memories that we have shared together in life since Elementary school.I have funny memories of working together at Ojai Ice Cream.He would be making the ice cream in the back blaring Led Zeppelin and I'd make fresh waffle cones and we would dip on in:)...I think of good dinners at Ferraro's with friends and how he would call me Jilly, and I called him Seany. I last saw Sean at the Oak View Shell station pumping gas and we shared a warm hug. My deepest regret is not attending the Pennywise concert at the Ventura Theatre with him and friends in March of this year. Sean brought the ticket to my house and left it under the mat. I had worked all day and was exhausted...I decided against going. For some reason I saved the ticket,my last momento of him.I will remember so much about him, mostly what a good, down to earth guy he was, his beautiful smile and his great love of music and guitar.I hear his voice in my head, and feel him in my heart. My deepest sympathies.

With Love,

Jill Payne Harwood